This ain't like me

This is a great morning at Puchong,
but my heart ain't right...
i really don't know how to explain it...
like very nervous,like something missing,like very scare...
i really dun know....juz BO SONG

until i can't even finish my breakfast...
this kind of situation never happen before...
even when i was staying alone at Malacca...
never been like this before...
finally i reached the place where i had my Interactive class.
its even more GAN CHEONG...
i met the senior consultant in the lift...
i try to smile...
keep pushing myself to be friendly...
then in the class,
even worst...
everyone is very friendly,
but its really AWKWARD for me,
its not about i'm alone,
and its not about i'm going Russia,
i really don't know why...
i became so silent in the class,
i became so awkward,
i became so lonely,
i became so....
no words are found to describe my feeling.
and i never express it to my family,
i pretend it was fun for me,
and i try to show that i'm really enjoy the class,
i don't want them to worry about me...
i trying to get over this feeling,
but nothing is alright,
i can't even control myself.
honestly i feel more comfortable and relax after the class is over,
even more happy and relax when i reached my home...
but look today,
when the agent inform me that we have another class this weekend,
the feeling come back again.
this really not good!

旧地重游@人命关天

今天是我恢复自由的第一天，但事实上一点自由也没有因为发生太多事了。
先说比较轻松的，
今天一早，我，老爸和巧儿就杀上马六甲！
像往常一样,一去到马六甲就到三宝井去吃干捞面。天啊！！！
回味无穷的味道！美味啊！
吃得饱饱后老爸就载我和巧儿去JUSCO。
在这边就刹了一条牛仔和四件T-shirt！哇哈哈哈！
过后还去了英雄和皇冠广场！


轻松的过去了。。。
接下来就是很生气！
从马六甲回来就去补习中心了，这是恶梦的开始，
话说有一位学生晕倒，
像一般人一样我们第一时间就打给医院求救，要求他们用救护车把这位晕倒的学生送医，
惊奇的是，
我们可爱的医护人员不是第一时间给我们援助，
反而问了一大堆有的没的，
还两度打电话来确定，
$@#%^*&^%+#@!^$
结果那位学生的哥哥将她送往医院，
更生气的是我们是先通知院方才打给那位学生的哥哥，
那位哥哥也是从和那医院的同一个地方驾车来，
结果那位哥哥已经将他那晕倒的妹妹放进车都不见救护车，
后来那位可爱的医护人员才打来说他们医院的救护车全都出去了要我们等，
真是他妈的！！！！！
老爸马上跟他说不用来了因那位学生的哥已经将她载走了。
经过这件事我才知道原来这就是他们救人的态度，
真的不懂他们在想什么，
那时人命耶！！！
真的是一点医德也没有！！！
真的很讨厌你们这些王八蛋！
鄙视你们这些没脑的家伙！！！！